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Communication and second class citizenship

 I had wanted my next post here to be positive but I've had so many negative interactions and conversations lately that I wanted to be honest about the immense pressure negativity can have.   I was struggling to shop in stores before the pandemic as I had found many weren't deaf aware.  The noise was exhausting and getting through a check out a nightmare.  The more hearing I lose the more my independence is taken away and with it my confidence.  I don't have anyone who can support or help me do things so it's down to me.   A lot of the time I feel useless, incapable and worthless.  During the pandemic this has increased, masks make it harder to communicate and most if not all places in my local area have a blanket policy of medical masks only and they are not to be removed under any circumstances.   I approached this by just not going anywhere, I ordered online and just literally grinded my teeth when I realised that for many things...